The first time I missed my country...
Today I cried a lot... and I wished I could be there... with my friends... with my family... with my beers... my teachers..
Today I wished my cousin here... I wished his voice, his arms... I wished him...
Today I wished my friend... my green eyes... my sister...
Today I wished my brothers... my sweethearts... my friends...
Today my heart is broken... is crying... is sad...

is all about my prom... in a few minutes my friends will be there... and I wont be there...
is all about my tears... is all about my miss... is all about my deals...

Nobody said it will be easy... but... nobody said me it will be too hard!

I know! I choose that!
Im living an american dream... I have a big opportunity... and i cant give it up now...

My mom says: When you wanna back home.. Ill pick you up...

But is not about what i wanna... is about what i need... i need stay here... I have some years to live that... I need be strong... sometimes is so hard and I think I cannot stand it...

All I ask you is... send me positives thoughts... send me prays (if you believe in God)... send me power...
I really need to be strong... and Ill be strong enough to stand everything...

Sometimes I cry... cuz I'm human... cuz I'm not a big girl yet...